TDushon20

I have to go, I can't stay here anymore I don't belong here, I have to go. I used to be good at work, but lately         It's been going downhill. Same with school, until I realized...         I may be going for the wrong thing But if it's the wrong thing, then         What do I do? Where do I go? The answer is simple: I have to go         Go somewhere that's different. Different then before, different         From now. Go somewhere I never saw myself         Going, someplace I don't know people. I have to go, I have to get out of here         You could say that I need to Go soul-searching, yes that's it         Sou

It's my fault. Always has been, always will be. I try not to think too much, but it always comes back to me. Why can't I do anything right? Why can't I be like all the others? Why do I forget and then feel bad later? When it's me it smothers? I never realized before, until recently with friends, It's my life that descends… Descending from reality, from life And I struggle with myself, beginning strife. Now every time I do something wrong pertaining myself, The inside of me wants to shrink, shrink into an elf. To be small, to where I am alone and you can't see, See me as this way in front of friends I cannot be. But now

When I was walking home, I made a new realization: All of a sudden it looks interesting I can't remember when the last time it looked cool. Usually I'm afraid of water, usually I can't stand it,                but today I saw it in a new point of view. When I saw the water,                I was wondering how it can be so calm when it should be stressed out from the rain.                       I am jealous. I want to be calm too, but why can't I?                                    I want to join the water, I want to be calm with it. But then I realize;                If I do then the problems would just escalate even worse a

When you look in the mirror, what do you see?         You may see a reflection, but what of that reflection? What would that reflection be? It may consist of your body; head, torso, and limbs.          Or it may consist of something more... Do you see another side of you, perhaps another personality?          Or maybe you someone that you wish you were, your dream self? Would you see your future self, someone you will later become?          Or would you see your past self, someone who you once were? Would you see events that would happen or perhaps already happened? Well whatever you see, ask youself one question:           D

What is time? Is it now? Is it the past....or the future?         Or is it basically a face with hands? My dad has always told me to live in the now.         To forget the past and to not worry about the future. This has changed my life.         Now I live it to the fullest, well try to at least. So I pass this advice to you, reader:         It's time, time to realize that you won't live forever.         It's time to realize that you have no idea when you are done.         It's time to live today as if there was no tomorrow.         It's time.....

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, when the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing down a bit... rest if you must---- but don't you quit. Success is failure turned inside out, the silver tint of the clouds of doubt, and you can never tell how close you are, it may be near when it seems afar, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit it's when things go wrong that you must not quit.

I couldn't believe that Fate had gotten out of her way To bring us together on that very special day! And since then I believe we were always ment to be Like two birds of a feather, or the sand and the sea. Now here we are sitting together, Both of us wishing this moment will last forever. But unfortunently it won't be like that, We'll be turning gray, and maybe getting a little fat. We'll be on our porch knitting and reading, And saying hello to every passing greeting. And then we will say our final goodbyes And sadly watching our families cry. And upon Heaven's arrival shall we Relive that first moment as happily as can be!

We've had our share of ups and downs So let's try to forget about the frowns That we have put on our children's faces And begin to welcome the embraces. We have both been wrong We have both been right But now I believe it's time to see the light. To start over, but not all the way To begin again, and not go astray. With that in mind, you are my love So let us pray to the man above. To help us through this Great endeavor And try to live together ... FOREVER!

We had memories      good, funny, sad But the best of them      is the best I've ever had When you were blue,      when you were sad You had a memory      that hurt you so bad And it made me proud      when I was there for you When you needed someone's      shoulder, the tears of blue were there I wish we could have more      but I know it's just a wish And this recent memory      will last forever more

When you got to know me at first      you saw me It seemed you enjoyed him      it seemed you had fun You were happy, he was happy      You were sad, I was sad but I was there Then one day you said "Stop, and make     a choice, me or the other" When I heard that, the other me     came out And for some reason I can't get     him away and I don't know why But for some reason     I always want to cry I want him to leave and other to     come back So I can go enjoy everything     that life has to offer But I know that's impossible     And I know that I can't win Thank you for bringing this new     me out I hate